February 07, 2005

a roll of the dice

Current Mood: Contemplative

I've been thinking too much these past few days.

Today we discussed witchcraft in class, and how many African people don't believe in such a thing as Chance or Luck or Fate -- everything happens because someone with supernatural powers makes it so.

I believe in Chance. Maybe Destiny, maybe Fate. I dunno.

But I was just listening to a song that reminded me of who I was a long time ago, and how a simple decision I wrestled over four years ago could have, had I decided against it, precluded one of the best things in my life today. Weird how that happens.

Then I was reminded of a conversation Lisa and I had back in high school, on one of those lazy spring spares spent in the Lisgar mall (space between the two buildings).

We were talking about soul mates, and Destiny, and Chance. And this is what we came up with:

I believe that everyone has not one soul mate, but many. Each one of these soul mates, wherever in the world they may be, I picture them as tinted a shade of red, like in that Sims game where they wait for the elevator and get angry and turn red -- like that. How many and who your "red people" are is dependent on the decisions you (and they) make and how everyone constantly changes. So your red people quota is always in flux. Depending on what you decide to do one day or the next, some red person somewhere will cease to be red; likewise, another person somewhere could suddenly turn red -- all depending on the irrationality of human nature.

Weird. Posted by Ally at February 7, 2005 09:20 PM
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